Maybe....

I'm strong, but I break.

I'm stubborn and I make plenty of mistakes.

Yeah I'm hard and life with me is never easy...

I'm confusing as hell.

I'm north and south,

and I'll probably never have it all figured out.

But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you.

And I promise I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me...

Make the most of today.

I'm a lyrics girl...

Do not...

Perfectly Me.

My body isn't perfect.

I don't walk with confidence.

I get into fights with my parents and friends.

Some nights I'd rather be by myself than out partying.

I cry over the smallest things sometimes.

There are days that I get through with forced smiles and fake laughs.

Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are okay when they're not.

I'm not ugly, but I'm not beautiful.

I don't look as good in real life as I do in pictures.

There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep.

I constantly think I'm not good enough.

I'm imperfect, but I'm perfectly me.

Life's Little Instructions.

Yes please...

Anyone want to build a nice fort in my basement with me? We'll watch YouTube videos, The Office reruns and eat lots of ice cream.

Wanted:

A guy who:

- will take me on a date to the newest animated movie.

- Loves that I love sports.

- will stay up all night with me watching The Office or YouTube videos.

- is close with his family, so he understands that I'm close with mine.

- will surprise with me ice cream and coffee.

- can make me do things that scare me.

- will act like a 6 year old with me.

- loves Daniel Tosh.

- will understand that I'll push him away when I need him the most.

- wants to spend time with me and accepts my flaws.

I finally did it...

...I've been saying I wanted to do it for a long time. I finally did it. I deleted my Facebook account. Well not really - I temporarily "deactivated" it. It's amazing how much time I spend on there. Today was my first day without. When I got home from work - I finished 4 assignments in 2 hours. Normally 4 assignments will take me days because every 5 minutes I find myself back on Facebook. It's an addiction and I have checked myself into rehab.

Lucas Scott says it best.

"Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us."

Push you away

Yesterday I was texting my friend. Having a normal daily conversation like we do at least every other day. When in the middle of it she asks me, "is everything okay?" No one else had noticed all day, but she could tell through a text message. Of course I said everything was fine. I lied. She made me promise I was okay. I broke that promise.

Simply Stated...

Dreams.

‎- "Take what you can from your dreams,
make them as real as anything." -

Best things in life...

Bad Day...

It's never a good day when you spend it in an ER waiting room.
Never.
It kills me to see someone that means so much to me, in so much pain.

She doesn't deserve that.

You've been there for me SO many times.

Especially this weekend, I told you stuff I've never told others.

You're the best friend a person could ever ask for.

Can we switch places?

Please, God...

I'd much rather it were me in that hospital bed.

She doesn't deserve it.

Please - let me switch places with her.

I know that you're somewhere thinking of me...

I fell in love. My newest obsession: Olly Murs

Adorable name, right?! Gosh - adorable name for an adorable face with a voice and smile that make me melt. I proceeded to listen to his whole cd....I can't stop.

Oh Olly.....I'm in love.

Crayons of Life

"Life is like a box of crayons.

Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you’re really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back.

I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I’ve got a few missing.

It’s ok though, because I’ve got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle, magenta and orchid at my disposal.

I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes.

Does anyone else have that problem?

I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who’s an 8-color type.. I’m like, "hey Periwinkle!! and he’s like, "oh, you mean purple!" and he goes off on his purple thing, and I’m like, no – I want Periwinkle!"