Wanted:

A guy who:

- will take me on a date to the newest animated movie.

- Loves that I love sports.

- will stay up all night with me watching The Office or YouTube videos.

- is close with his family, so he understands that I'm close with mine.

- will surprise with me ice cream and coffee.

- can make me do things that scare me.

- will act like a 6 year old with me.

- loves Daniel Tosh.

- will understand that I'll push him away when I need him the most.

- wants to spend time with me and accepts my flaws.

I finally did it...

...I've been saying I wanted to do it for a long time. I finally did it. I deleted my Facebook account. Well not really - I temporarily "deactivated" it. It's amazing how much time I spend on there. Today was my first day without. When I got home from work - I finished 4 assignments in 2 hours. Normally 4 assignments will take me days because every 5 minutes I find myself back on Facebook. It's an addiction and I have checked myself into rehab.

Lucas Scott says it best.

"Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us."

Push you away

Yesterday I was texting my friend. Having a normal daily conversation like we do at least every other day. When in the middle of it she asks me, "is everything okay?" No one else had noticed all day, but she could tell through a text message. Of course I said everything was fine. I lied. She made me promise I was okay. I broke that promise.

Simply Stated...

Dreams.

‎- "Take what you can from your dreams,
make them as real as anything." -

Best things in life...